i mistook the TOEIC exam date for Saturday. actually, it's on Sunday.
why and where was that misunderstanding coming from? i don't know.
i just thought that it is at least better than opposite.
i walk an hour a day. it takes about 10 minutes from station to my office. and, i like to go to have lunch at certain chinese restaurant, it takes 20 minutes from office to there.
so, i walk an hour a day.
it is good for health, isn't it?
i watched the movie called "lost in translation" and it was really nice. i like it.
an almost 50-year-old male Hollywood movie star comes to japan to take a commercial film for whisky. he cannot understand what japanese people saying completely even if it's in English. he is alone. he cannot sleep well at night.
an around 25-year-old american female stays at same hotel in Tokyo. she comes to japan with her husband who is a photographer and comes to Tokyo for a job. they sleep together at night but in daytime she is alone. she also cannot sleep well at night.
it's the movie about their contact. it's too easy expression.
they are strangers. oh i remember a sentence; people are strange when you are a stranger.
Tokyo is not a place they stay long. so their contact also doesn't go on. she has uneasiness about her own life, she cannot know what she should do. she also feels uneasy about her marriage.
he is also not happy with his life. he knows that he should take a movie, not a commercial film. when he feels lonely he calls his wife but she doesn't worry about him, she talks about a carpet for a library. "which color is fit?" like that.
they drink together, talk each other, go to see her friends and drink with them, go to karaoke and sing a song, watching old movie in his room.
it's not love or it's love.
there is very slight heart shaking only. this is the movie about slight heart shaking inside lonely people when they meet another lonely people. there is no love, no obvious relationship. that's why i really like this movie.
soundtrack is nice, too.
a very big typhoon is coming. i'm not sure but it's time that the typhoon is most nearest here.
i think that Osaka is not friendly with typhoon. my oldest memory about typhoon is the time when i was 6 or 7 or 8 years old, maybe 7. we had a very big typhoon and a flood at that time. rain water was stored at a crossroads. road equipment was not so good as present.
anyway, my girlfriend, or should i say i am her boyfriend, got 4-day holidays from today and is going to her hometown Toyama. i'm very worried about it because, you know, under the such weather who doesn't worry about it? i emailed her several times but no reply. i am really worried about her.
last night, i was watching candlelight. i suddenly remembered that i really liked candlelight and its atmosphere. why could i forget it? i asked to myself many times about many things these days. i really forgot so many things. i want to be myself. i like candlelight, making coffee, writing letters, cooking something delicious, smelling the aroma of Earl Grey and so on.
there was another typhoon inside me and i'm going to be myself again.
finally, i decided to have an English weblog other than my own weblog, greenplastic.net. this is titled "why can you say it is not fake?" and this sounds ironically, you know. i'm not a skeptic, i want to believe something true, i believe it. i want to decrease my own doubtfulness. not completely though.
i was a member of English course in university of foreign studies. my major was American literature, i like literature. but i always shirked studying English itself as i could. now it's so bad for me.
i wasted so much time and energy for three years after graduation so i decided to get back them, trying to do many things more harder. i will challenge TOEIC next Saturday, i started to read Harry Potter yesterday.
I've lost so many things so i don't want to lose anymore.